Haaaaaaaa~ in my class...i was the girl with No Boyfriend or interest in finding one! Lol~ which i don't care much about it. some of my friends..it seems like they cannot live with their status as single. Thats more weird. i dont know why people need a lover at this time. To be a surprise. even elementary kids have LOVER! that is so surprising. The most shocking one. when i saw my neighbour daughter. she was secretly dating someone.meeting her boyfriend secretly. in my mind i said ' budak hingusan zaman sekarang..'
But WELL..i think in my class. some of them have girlfriend/ boyfriend already. some of them still in progressing to be in relationship maybe? some of them..like a fews of them was like me????? they are focusing on study first. sometimes i feel this 'lonely' feeling. But Hell! i won't get one at this age.
But seriously. I dont know why people need to have boyfriend at this young age? * feel like i punch myself* . to be admit. i have boyfriend before in high school. its not like I love them. it's just like trying? or i feel like..come and date me and then you will know how i dont even like you! Hahaha! I'm creepy right? but..i have been single like nearly 3 years which i feel happy all the time~ muwahahahahah... i dont know how the guy before this know me.! Damn!
The reasons why i don't need them are:
1. I need to take care of my family first. i don't want anyone else to be beside me. support me or whatever it is. i just need my family.
2. Waste of time and money! seriously! i had the experience already. Waste of time? well... because you will keep texting and calling " sayang..i will miss you...bla..bla...bla..." and tend to neglect your study time! * seriously* waste of money? the couple tend to topup a lot! * for prepaid user* and Bills $$$$$$~~ right now...i dont even need to topup!...i always topup RM 10 for every 2 weeks. if i have my holiday. i dont even need to topup! wahahahaha. my friends even say to me : you use Rm 10 topup for 2 weeks?? me : Yeah! got problem? friends: No. but i always topup! !!!!!! Now! you see that why i dont need them?
3. Study comes first, Dating comes later! or should i say " SUCCESS!!"?
Hahahahahahah!well...i need to be a successful person first. i cannot trust guys these days. not all of them are the good one. i should admit. but not all girls are good too. but for my safety precaution.. i need to have my fix carrier. house. car. my friends even say they want to get marry at early age. they say " Rasulullah menggalakkan kahwin awai" .. i knew about it. and i respect about it. but i reply, if you guys wanna get marry early....then do it. i'm not prevent you all to get marry but i wont get marry at early age. " aku ikut kesesuaian peredaran masa". its not like i dont want to get marry. its just. my mission is SUCCESS first.
4. I promise my dad that i wont get boyfriend till i have fix jobs. Why? I cant tell you guys~~~ LoLoLoLoLo
5. Dalam Islam pun dah kata Couple tuh haram. dulu time skolah aku x tahu sgt pasai nih. Lagi orang dah kata..lagi ramai remaja zaman sekarang ber-couple. kalo dah sayang sangat..apa kata jumpa mak ayah.. " mak..saya cinta dia..saya nak kahwin ngan dia!" kan senang? fitnah pun takder kan? Nak tunang dulu pun boleh. tapi perbatasan pergaulan same je ..x leh berdua-duaan haaa....x leh pegang2.... kalo nak wat cmtuh..kahwin trus la kut aku suggest? kekekeke...
6. I want to get marry! i dont want to be couple. i want to fall in love after getting marry. and right now..i have imaginary love with Ueda~ * kahkahkahkah..mcm apa je aku kan..bukan leh wat suami pun..puihhh*
Kutuk diri sendiri nampak mira? kuihkuih. aku nih sbenarnye nak kata bagus..x bagus pun! aku banyak flail kat idol...pun x bgus sgt pun.... but i dont want to involve with this couple-things like seriously~
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