My Fairy GodMother ~ *pffft*

My Foundation: Gemstone Aqua-base Pudding Foundation from Cyber Color

This product comes from Korea. I found this foundation when i was searching for foundation . I entered SASA..and The SA assistant in that shop suggest me this foundation from Korea. I search many place where there use a lot of liquid foundation and when i went to SASA..the SA suggest me Pudding type foundation. I really Love this. the SA said that this one is good for dry skin since this aqua-base! The price? I can't remember much...but the range is like RM 70+..affordable for me. Rate: 4/5 ! Repurchase: I'm still searching for a good foundation for me.


Mascara: Drama Lash from STAGE.

this mascara is like ksajdklsjakldlsd!! i love this mascara so much! I cant live without this mascara on my face! and I dont need any falsies on my eyelash! but the things is... my eyelashes are not curl enough and i need to use the tool to make it curl ! but still! i love this mascara! Rate: 5/5 *because i love this so much* Repurchase : COMPULSORY! Price : I think It's RM45.

EyeShadow: From Maybelline

i bring this eyeshadow everywhere I go. I like this eyeshadow because it have Natural colour. I prefer to use natural colour when I go out. It's small and really easy to bring rather than My Elianto eyeshadow pallete! Rated: 3/5 * because when I apply the pink colour...I dont see any pink on my skin |anyway..i have dark skin|* <<lol>> Price : I cant remember but I think its around RM35-RM50.

Concealer: Cream Concealer from Elianto

I have seen some blog saying that Elianto is Malaysia Brand but it's actually from Korea. oh well. this is my first Concealer and Im still using it! concealer or corrector is use to cover something ~its not foundation~ Rated: 3/5 * I don't like this concealer much because some part of my face still can be seen* Repurchase : I dont think so. I'm still searching for it~ Price : RM 20+ * i think..cant remember much*

Eyeliner: Gel Eyeliner from Cyber Color

the SA from SASA suggest me this product also! I this eyeliner is easy to apply on my eyes but i rarely use them because i prefer to use liquid eyeliner than Gel eyeliner. The colour? dark enough for me! Rated : 4/5 * because i dont like the brush! buwahahahaha* Repurchase : still finding a good one! Price : RM 35 something.

Eyeliner : Liquid Eyeliner from Silky Girl

I have been using this most of the time. before this, I try In2it~ but when i finish in2it..i try Silky Girl liquid eyeliner . it's easy to apply for me but I dont know why....but this eyeliner always make my make up smudges. then..i have to fix it! rated : 2/5 * i like the brush* Price : Below RM 20. Repurchase : No~

Lipstick : Wonderlust from STAGE.

oh my goshhh!!! I really love this lipstick so much!!!! and i really love this colour!!!! my lip is always dry. so..before i apply this..i use lip balm first. and then i will apply this. it's look nice right! buwahahahah. although i have lip gloss and lipstick from Elianto. I always use this! i cant live without this lipstick!
rated: 5/5 ! repurchase : definitely XXXD!! Price : RM 10 * i bought it during they make the sale*


these are my life saver!! buwahahahahahha. but it's not like i'm wearing them everytime. lol! ok bye.

My Diet Routine

Pagi

aku makan cereal fitness atau Nestum~ Kadang2 kalo kalut nak pergi kelas, aku makan roti je.
* Cadangan - Oat pun boleh *

Tengah Hari

ermm.... aku makan Nasi * dalam consumption yg sikit saja* with Ikan * digalakkan yg steam punye* jangan yg bergoreng~ lol and sayuran sgt penting!

Hi-tea

eat a lot lot lot of FRUITS~


Dinner

Roti! * and aku x makan lepas pukul 7 except kalo fasting*


Sepanjang aku menjalankan Diet mcm nih...aku x minum air Manis ye * disebabkan family aku ada penyakit 3 serangkai* ..aku just minum air mineral atau air suam... Hermmm....selain tuh aku mengamalkan Makan Vitamin C + Zinc and Vitamin E for my Diet Supplementary because i dont want to get sick. pada waktu petang, aku x jogging..aku just wat exercise kecil-kecilan je.... after 1 week i wat yg tuh...aku turun 3 kg~ and nearly underweight...lol...so..aku berhenti buat kejap...lol

The Reason Why I Don't Need A Boyfriend!

Haaaaaaaa~ in my class...i was the girl with No Boyfriend or interest in finding one! Lol~ which i don't care much about it.  some of my friends..it seems like they cannot live with their status as single. Thats more weird. i dont know why people need a lover at this time. To be a surprise. even elementary kids have LOVER! that is so surprising. The most shocking one. when i saw my neighbour daughter. she was secretly dating someone.meeting her boyfriend secretly. in my mind i said ' budak hingusan zaman sekarang..'

But WELL..i think in my class. some of them have girlfriend/ boyfriend already. some of them still in progressing to be in relationship maybe? some of them..like a fews of them was like me????? they are focusing on study first. sometimes i feel this 'lonely' feeling. But Hell! i won't get one at this age.

But seriously. I dont know why people need to have boyfriend at this young age? * feel like i punch myself* . to be admit. i have boyfriend before in high school. its not like I love them. it's just like trying? or i feel like..come and date me and then you will know how i dont even like you! Hahaha! I'm creepy right? but..i have been single like nearly 3 years which i feel happy all the time~ muwahahahahah... i dont know how the guy before this know me.! Damn!

The reasons why i don't need them  are:

1. I need to take care of my family first. i don't want anyone else to be beside me. support me or whatever it     is. i just need my family.

2. Waste of time and money! seriously! i had the experience already. Waste of time?  well... because you will keep texting and calling " sayang..i will miss you...bla..bla...bla..." and tend to neglect your study time! * seriously* waste of money? the couple tend to topup a lot! * for prepaid user* and Bills $$$$$$~~ right now...i dont even need to topup!...i always topup RM 10 for every 2 weeks. if i have my holiday. i dont even need to topup! wahahahaha. my friends even say to me : you use Rm 10 topup for 2 weeks?? me : Yeah! got problem? friends: No. but i always topup!  !!!!!! Now! you see that why i dont need them?

3. Study comes first, Dating comes later! or should i say " SUCCESS!!"?
    Hahahahahahah!well...i need to be a successful person first. i cannot trust guys these days. not all of them are the good one. i should admit. but not all girls are good too. but for my safety precaution.. i need to have my fix carrier. house. car. my friends even say they want to get marry at early age. they say " Rasulullah menggalakkan kahwin awai" .. i knew about it. and i respect about it.  but i reply, if you guys wanna get marry early....then do it. i'm not prevent you all to get marry but i wont get marry at early age. " aku ikut kesesuaian peredaran masa". its not like i dont want to get marry. its just. my mission is SUCCESS first.

4. I promise my dad that i wont get boyfriend till i have fix jobs. Why? I cant tell you guys~~~ LoLoLoLoLo

5. Dalam Islam pun dah kata Couple tuh haram. dulu time skolah aku x tahu sgt pasai nih. Lagi orang dah kata..lagi ramai remaja zaman sekarang ber-couple. kalo dah sayang sangat..apa kata jumpa mak ayah.. " mak..saya cinta dia..saya nak kahwin ngan dia!" kan senang? fitnah pun takder kan? Nak tunang dulu pun boleh. tapi perbatasan pergaulan same je ..x leh berdua-duaan haaa....x leh pegang2.... kalo nak wat cmtuh..kahwin trus la kut aku suggest? kekekeke...

6. I want to get marry! i dont want to be couple. i want to fall in love after getting marry. and right now..i have imaginary love with Ueda~ * kahkahkahkah..mcm apa je aku kan..bukan leh wat suami pun..puihhh*

Kutuk diri sendiri nampak mira? kuihkuih. aku nih sbenarnye nak kata bagus..x bagus pun! aku banyak flail kat idol...pun x bgus sgt pun.... but i dont want to involve with this couple-things like seriously~

Andou Ryuu (Boys on the Run)

Ueda Tatsuya as Andou Ryuu in Boys On the Run

 this is not fair....he is hugging hana...uwaaaa...i was imagine that it is me XXD tehee!!! Love him <3

 look at his muscle!! oh my gosh!! i want to ' touch touch' it! hahaha..must be hard but it is so masculine!! kyaaaaaaaa

his leg mucle~~ gegegegegeegeg *pervy mind* hahahaha....the way he is standing is so memorizing...kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

who love this pic???!!! *  I DO!!! * oh my!! he is sweating....is so smexyyyy~~~ sekushi ne....kekekekeke! i always keep away from people who is sweaty...but if this guy...i WOULDNT DO THAT! hahahaha

seriously...nak nangis...rasa nak stop je wat sumenye~~ rasa cm nak quit je...mental breakdown gile dri dulu~~~

New Semester

Finally...Semester 3 going to start next week on 10th June~ Oh Gosh....I dont want to go back~~ uwaaaa...i willl miss everyone~~and i will miss Ueda Tatsuya the most~ hehehehe....next semester target...i want to get 4.00 flat but i dont know if i can get 4.00 flat~ because my result only maintain from semester 1 until 2~ uwaaaaa.....*sigh* what should i do?less online? Hiatus?? No way! not going to do hiatus! will die without it~ heheheheheh...

What is LOVE? Do we need a mutual FRIENDSHIP?

Suddenly i feel like to write what about love in my opinion...i dont care if you like or dislike because this is  only my opinion to begin with..

what is love?for me love in my 19 years form is useless right now because my parents sent me to university to study and achieve a good result instead of finding boyfriend...my parents also said if i want to find boyfriend..i have to wait till i get a fix job..at first it's hard to do so..but patience is a key to success right? well...i've been single like 1 year +++ and when i think about it again... Love is something complicated..yeah..really complicated..because i love someone without choosing any criteria..tapi sekarang..hah! amik ko! kriteria lelaki nak kawan ngan aku pun ada taw..bukan nak berlagak oke! apa orang tua-tua cakap..cari kawan berjenis skit? tah la..aku pun x ingat sangat pun...well... 

kriteria yg aku nak berkawan pun...this person mmg azam dia kuat nak berjaya and nak membantu ibu bapa dia! tapi kalo berjaya n tinggal mak bapa korang nnt pun aku x hingin...mak bapa dah susah2 membesar korang...suka hati je nak tinggal...anak korang nnt tinggalkan korang baru ada akai...next one is akhlak, adab dia di depan orang yg perlu kita hormati...haizzz....kalo ada akhlak and adab tuh..mudah sikit nak bawa jumpa keluarga...eh...BUKAN NAKPERKENALKAN BOYFRIEND OKE..i mean as friends... i want my family to know who i friend with...( x kira la pompuan ke laki).. tapi kalau perangai dh ikut sgt cara barat...dah x berapa nak kemelayu-an...aku pun malu nak perkenal korang kat family aku...well...i have a malay typical family! well....depan korang ccakap elok2...nnt dorang komen kt aku bila korang xderk...aku x mo la dosa family aku tambah..aku rela x kata korang kawan aku...it's doesnt mean that  

when we friend or love someone, we need to accept him/her fully? korang fikir la secara logik kan... kalo pompuan tuh a smoker...korang nak accept je tanpa ubah dia? korang x pikir mak bapa korang kata apa nnt...macam mner kandungan anak korang..time tuh nak menangis sume x laku dah...! kita nih sbagai hamba Allah S.W.T kena la usaha ubah kelakuan kite yang buruk tuh...baru lah diredhai oleh-NYA... 

Fight with parents because of their lover? yang nih lagi aku x paham! amenda la korang nih....(termasuk la the past of me) korang ingat lover korang tuh bagus sgt smpai mak bapa nak kena lawan ibu bapa...korang x pernah baca ke apa...kalo sekali mak bapa x kasi..korang bantah dorang..sure sure la korang ahli neraka...kite kene dengar cakap mak bapa kite..bukan melawan! penat2 mak bapa nak didik bagi akhlak secukupnye...korang leh nak gado2 eh! nasib la aku da ada kesedaran...sejak dari arituh...mmg aku kalo boleh nak duduk ngn parents aku! parents aku la one of the reason aku berjaya..mak aku x putus2 berdoa nak aku berjaya....LOVER korang buat macam tuh kat korang ke?kalau buat pun...doa dorang x sehebat doa seorang ibu taw! tapi kalau buat tuh..alhamdulillah...ada ciri2 nak jadi suami nnt...heheheheheh

dah la...tulis skit2...nnt orang ingt aku tgh fall in love with someone..yeah..aku admit..ada sesuatu perasaan tgah berjalur dalam hati aku sekarang...aku tulis mcam nih sebab aku nak sedarkan diri aku yang aku ada tanggungjawab lain dulu! well...nnt sambung lagi naaaa!! hahahahahahahh